Fat Tuesday

Today is Fat Tuesday, marking the end of Mardi Gras, and the beginning of the Lenten season. It occurred to me, that is about the extent if my knowledge or dealings with the whole thing.  I usually like to get a King cake and eat Reuben sandwiches with my coworkers. I am not a “religious” person, I do not participate in lent, or much subscribe to the idea. But I love to participate in all the hoopla that everyone else is.  I want to experience it and not miss out on a minute of all the fun!  In my quest to find myself and reveal the happy, honest, and genuine person I am meant to truly be, I pondered the thought: would my experiences be much greater, more meaningful and fulfilling if my knowledge was more than skin deep? If I did things more for myself than for the sake of not missing out on what everyone else was doing. Since I was a little kid, like most, I have always wanted to be a “cool kid” and I always felt like I missed out because I was a dork.  I always felt like I was the last to know, that I was the brunt of the joke, that someone always knew more than I did, and I was left out.  Today, that’s same feeling haunts me when I am the last to know, or I think I am telling something for the first time, and someone says “I know”.  What I need to learn is, that’s life, and not everything is a personal vendetta against me. It likely has nothing to do with me. So today, I will Google king cakes and lent and enjoy my Fat Tuesday Reuben with the new spirit of enjoying things for me. I won’t miss out on the true meaning of things and rush through the experience just to be a part of the “cool kids” I will make my own experience meaningful!! Happy Fat Tuesday,
Eat, drink, and be merry!!
Christy

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